.....

Well... now i think i'm just gonna be who i really am back then
Like i said the old me... Who wanna stop me??
Hmph! Try to stop me.
This is me, the way i am to be.....

Now, to think it back... what abah said is true...
Yes abah i'm sorry if i didnt listen to what u wanna say...
And yes, now i know, getting to know a friend is just being purpose of friends.
They won't be there if i'm having a hard time...
They won't help if i need help....
Sorry abah i mistook your advise wrongly, thinking that it be ok..

Now, i wanna live my life like what i''ve said earlier on...
No more Mr nice guy
No more of all this nonsense....
And i'm not gonna repeat history anymore...
Trust me... I'll be the old me...
I'm sorry,
I've realised, i've done alot of shit to anyone or everyone around me


And as for you,

I'm sorry... yes sorry are meant to forgive and forget but
You forgive and you don't forget
You wanna hate me....
Go ahead hate me as much as you want
I don't mind at all
Yes i admit, it was my fault...
And i could feel the love for me is not there anymore...
The purpose i didnt wanna tell you all this cause

1st i dont wanna hurt you
2nd i wanna move on....
3rd i have you
lastly i love you.... but ...hais
I mess it all......

I'm sorry.....
And i've appeciate for whatever things that you've done for me...
Thank you.... and Take care.....


Love,
Rafi.