Now its 0052hours.. Im at danielle's place due to tomorrow's event...so yar...
Well i'm like wondering....where do i stand now??... Is this the real me or what?... I've been thinking alot... alot of stuff in my head spinning around... And i don't know where to start of?... I don't know why... but i really need to get this off my chest soon.. Or it just me... i don't know... Since that day... things change around me.... and i don't where i stand... Or should i say do i mean anything to anyone.? Hais.... its just a month, and it seems alot of changing around here and there...
I've been not sleeping well in camp Crying at night, Don't know why.... My mind have been like the world spinning round and round...
Been thinking bout my case too... but what can i do?.. Its been done and can't be undone... Oh well, what a life i have...
I've been trying my best to pull myself together with all these troubles... Sometimes i just feel like giving up... Dammmm!!!! To think it back, all these happen for a reason... And the reason is... ME!.. Maybe i should just carry on since ive started it... But............(speechless)
Nur Rafiuddin is a nice name given by my parents... But Who are you now? Look in the mirror and ask yourself... Or do some soul searching.....
And as for you....
I don't know what else to say.... You are different now and not the same person i use to know for the past 1 month... Since that day you changed... And yes, i could see the changes I'm not mad or whatsoever, Like you said we have long way to get to know each other... Yes, i agreed. What else for me to say then?.... I can't force you... So now what are we?.... if you're confuse... I'm more than confused.... I'm trying my best to go through this together with you... And i'm still here, waiting patiently... I'm sorry if i've hurt you in any way.... It's just that maybe you need sometime to think it over...i think... Just wanna let you know... If you don't wish to be in contact with me or whatsoever... just let me know....
Last words,
I'm here still loving you the way i use to... And yes my love for you will never change.... You always be my baby... I love you.
Love. Rafi
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Nur Rafiuddin B. Mislan
D.O.B: 02 November 1988
23, Serving National Slavery(NS)
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Values:
Freedom
Adventure
Variety
Joys:
Fun
Adventure
Performing
Strengths:
Independence
Flexible
Optimistic
Needs:
Freedom
Money
Recognition
Frustrations:
Being on time
Unnecessary Routine
Lack of Money
At work i'm bored and restless with jobs that are routine and structured and satisfied in careers that allow me to have independence and freedom.
I'm a natural performer.
In love i seek a relationship with shared activites and interests.
With my mate i like to explore new ways to energize the relationship.
I need to be bold and thrive on physical contact.
I enjoy giving extravagant gifts that bring obvious pleasure to my loved one.
In my childhood, i have the most difficult time fitting into academic routine.
I learned by doing and experiencing rather than by listening and reading.
I needed physical involvement in the learning process and were motivated by your own natural competitive nature and sense of fun.